I am 48 and have just seemed to lose my desire to do the things that I used to enjoy doing. My job is extremely stressful and alot of my days are spent agonizing about how much I hate my job. I am at the point that I think death may be better then this. I think about it often. I have been married for 23 years and I have two grown sons. I love them and I wish I did not have these feelings but I can’t seem to shake them.